What's in my mind...?

My life is full of happiness and sadness...eventually it all comes to the same ending that is what we learn from it...

Sometimes when your down,look around you,don't think only for yourself...but think about what would happen if you were put into their situation...

It makes me wonder why is it so easy for some people to say something that could hurt people...Do they feel hurt when someone did that to them....? is that how life is...??

I put myself into his situation,and its really hard to tell how his like and when i'm with him,i realise that i should not think of myself but also think of others.....

The only thing that i think of is how much time do i have....?

only to see and to hold someone close to me... The more you love,your fear increase,the fear of losing someone....everyone do not want to have that ending... But for me,i just go along,see how thing goes in my life....i struggle a lot and it was difficult..its not only in my relationship but everything...

That's normal for a life of a teenager...

Now..things just change...i have a new life and i feel glad and happy..every time i look at all my pictures,my memories with him..i find it worth it and he has taught me so much things about life... I still have fear on relationship but it wouldn't be fair if i didn't give him the chance... so what's next...?

How can i be so forgetful?? he makes me happy all the time and i forgot the most important thing in life..... time is passing by and whenever i think of it,it makes me cry...i cry because i was happy but at the same time,i was afraid to lose him as time goes by...its hard to explain which situation im in...

Every minutes i have with him is everything,some people say it would be silly or lame to write this blog but i feel better posting out my blog and have supports from my friends... Every second counts and i never know what would happen and i hate to see him go...i cant even take him off my head... i do admit,i always talk about him to my friends but the one thing remain a secret...

BEING WITH HIM IS MY BIGGEST LESSONS OF MY LIFE....
WITHOUT GOD,GIVING HIM TO ME...
I WOULD BE NOTHING...

Time after time counts....its hard for me to accept the fact that life must go on no matter what...... i will always remember every words he say to me with every tears going down my cheeks...... And i will always remember every moment i have with him without regrets...For the best and the worst....