well i went to take my result today...
but before that i was shaking..
i was scared and nervous...

*FLASHBACK
i remember those time where i have to take my SPM result,
everyone would just gather around with their buddies..
sharing all the good news..

well i wasn't in it,all my friends had good result,some dont but
it was okey..my result was average,but i could just get a better
result if i had tried harder...man..those times..

NOW...
Its was God will to put me into form 6.. within those one year..
it was rough journey for me but eventually i manage to go through
it..with all the anger and tears but its okey..

talking about my flashback..i was very nervous about my STPM
result..i cried to hannah..so many things happen today..seriously...
i was afraid..since my SPM result was giving me a hard time..
having all of those feeling again will very much make me miserable..

BUT..
everything turn out to be okey......
its tough but it will be just fine...
i am very satisfied and grateful with what i get...
it was better than my trial exam..and hopefully i will
be accepted to any uni that offers my interest...



PS;TALKING about result..
I have friends which was unfortunate on their exam...
SIGH.. i felt sorry for them but its not the end of the world
when things does not go beyond their expectation..

i know whats on their mind and what are they feeling right now,
that's the reason why i try to avoid talking about our result..
im very bad at talking,i really don't know what is the right to
say...

man..it's TOUGH..!! i was just trying to be nice,giving encouragement
but someONE taking it the wrong way...THEN WHAT AM I SUPPOSE
TO TALK ABOUT..i have gone through what they feel but yala...urghh...
i was trying to make ~~~ feel better but instead.....sigh...

so its not really my fault right to actually try to comfort ~~~...
at least i've tried....TT

Boys and their EGO..BIG TIME...grrrrr.....

I feel better now...expressing all out...lalala~
it's okey..^^
no hard feelings ya..